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Happy Birthday to...
me!!
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yay..
I love my birthday. I'm also really excited. Supposedly Aaron has a lot planned!...plus I'm getting all kinds of good food.
awesome, huh?
But I'm out..
Hopefully someone actually still reads these things.
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Why I'm updating my livejournal, I don't know.
But I don't have much else to do, I'm sitting at my papaw's house, but no one's here but me. I'm also terrified because it's dark and stuff, and I'm alone.
Plus I'm really upset.
Things are so shitty right now. My papaw isn't going to make it much longer, and I feel so alone. I never get any sleep anymore, and I have horrible headaches every night.
I just miss having someone to talk to about everything.
I mainly miss my best friend.
I need her now, more than I have ever needed my best friend I think, I mean, with everything going on. At the same time though, I feel like she wouldn't even understand anything.
which makes me feel extra alone.
Your best friend is the one person you're supposed to trust, and I feel so betrayed by her.
I can't believe it, 11 years of being best friends, and in one year it all just falls apart.
I'm going to Cincinnati Sunday, but I don't even want to go anymore.
Today was definetly just the worst day ever. I wish Aaron wouldn't of went to sleep, because I do'nt have anyone else to call anymore.
I guess I'm just going to try to go to sleep again, since I have 2 soccer games tomorrow.
Hopefully next time I update it won't be so depressing.
love,
leslie
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[13 Apr 2006|04:05pm] |
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Well today was a pretty cool day.
It started off by getting miss all of first period since we were in homeroom/there was a wreck. We also only had to go to second and third for like 20 minutes. It was pretty cool. But before all that, Whitney and me had to call home because our shorts were "inappropiate"...He did it all day long. I think about 30 girls had to call home. What made me really mad though was Brittany's were way short than mine. Oh well...I just borrowed ball short from J.k.
Then we got to have CATS Olympics. They didn't announce at the end who won...but everyone told me sophomores did....which is awesome. I got to do Dizzy Bat...we got dq'd because Chelsea and Beth cheated lol, but I did mine right...and ran back the fastest, which was cool. We techniqually won...but Mrs. Ray or someone gripped that we cheated. Ha, oh well, we wont overall.
Everyone comes back from Louisville tonight...eek! Actually they should be back anytime.
...and Hillbilly days is next week! Geez so much to look forward to.
Lauren and me got into a huge argument yesterday in 2nd period. It was over Prom, Jordan, Billy, everything...we both started crying and everything....It sucked...but it was good, because things haven't been very good in our friendship lately....but now it seems to be getting alot better after all that.
I think I'm going to the track meet tonight. I've never been to one, and I want to go haha.
Oh yea, I get to go to a concert. During Hillbilly days we're going to see Nicklecreek. I havne't been to a concert since Backstreet boys, lol, geez...I'm pretty excited.
But yea, I guess that's it. I figured I would update since things in my life are actually getting exciting.
Not to mention I'm the happiest I've been in a long time...did I mention I can't wait for them to get back from Louisville?
:)
love,
leslie
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[06 Apr 2006|11:18pm] |
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So, been a while hasn't it?
So I just got back from Myrtle Beach...I don't even remember what we placed...5th or something? out of like 12...I don't know. Something like that. The funnest part of the trip of course was when the competition was over. Jessica, Candace and me had quite a bit of fun. Met british guys, and literally, almost got kidnapped. It was the scariest thing ever, but now it's the funniest thing ever. I pretty much starved the whole weekend too. I don't like Japanese, nor do I like seafood, and most of the trip those are the places that we had to eat at. I was just praying for a frigging happy meal or something. Needless to say, I've ate a ton since I've been back. Got to go eat some mexican tonight as a matter of fact...which was great of course.
Last week was also an eventful week. Aaron and me aren't dating anymore, which is for the best. I'm sure everyone thinks we broke up because I "cheated" on him...lol...I didn't even cheat on him. But whatever, anyone who matters to me knows the real story about why we broke up. I guess I should ahve known this would happen again though. It just kills me though, I mean, to think about how when we got back together 6 months ago...he looked me in the eye, and promised me, everything would be different this time. He did it again though. He hurt me, again. It just amazes me how much someone can toy with someone they supposedly "love"'s feelings.
Although we are still going to prom...thank god. Find another date a month before prom would have been hard. That stupid dress. Next year I'm not buying a dress until a week before prom.
I don't know. I mean, there isn't any point in trying to act like I don't care, which is what people usually do when they break up with someone. I was with Aaron for over a year though, of course I still care about him. Of course I miss him. But, I only miss the old Aaron. And none of that means I want to be with him anymore.
It almost amazes me how much happier I am. I just hope he realizes what he lost. I was so frigging good to him, geez.
But, he lost it for good this time....Anyways...enought of that.
My grandpa is also sick. Well, in the hospital. Things aren't looking good either. I know him and me aren't really close, but still, he's my grandpa ya know ? and I was just getting to know him. I'm really worried about it.
Someone told me he would take me to see him tomorrow. I think I just might do that.
Lauren and everyone who went to New York comes back tomorrow...Yay! I'm so excited.
I'm going to see Take the Lead tomorrow, which looks like an awesome movie. Definetly excited about that. but Imma head off here. good night : )
love,
leslie
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Yea... I think I'm going to update my livejournal.
I'm not sure why, none of my friends use them anymore, so I don't really get any comments. Although I do get an anonymous comment here and there. I know who they are anyways, at least, I know who the last one was. Most comments I get, I just don't unscreen them. Let's there be a tad less drama.
So, what's going on with me...Nothing actually. Just the usual. Just dance team, school, and oh yea, more dance team. I know I said that last year I was going to quit, but I really am serious this time. I'm really not doing it next year. I mean, why would I? For one, I'll be able to drive, which means I'll actually get to go places since I won't have to have my parents to take me everywhere. Why woudl I want dance team taking up that time? Plus, I don't know, next year will just be different and I don't really want dance team taking up all my spare time.
Oh yea, it's sad, but I've always wanted to just go to a game and sit in the pep section, the whole game. At least not sit with the dance team. Next year, I'll get to do that.
I got really bored afterschool today. Daddy had said something about us going out to eat with him and his new girlfriend, but he couldn't today, so I guess that's pushed up to next week. I also tried to get Aaron to come over...but... I don't know I guess he wanted to play basketball or something. So... I cooked, cleaned, (yes, I cleaned.) and read my old livejournal entries. It's so weird to go back and read them, I'm really weird too. I think that if I wasn't me, and I was reading my livejournal, I'd be like, "ahh, this chick's annnoying." (if that makes sense..) but yea, my livejournal is just stupid. But hey, that's ok. I would do an impression, actually I would do a couple of impressions of livejournals who are worse than mine...but ahh, I won't.
Anyways, about reading old entries, it's just odd to read what was going on this time last year, and how everything's ended up turning out in the end.
I wonder what things will be like this time next year?
Anyways... Friday is when Lauren, Aaron, Billy and me go and see Disney on Ice. I'm very excited of course. I swear though, I don't care who I have to go with, I am going to see Tristan and Isolde. I've been trying forever to get people to go, and I don't care if I have to go with Jill, I'm going to see it this weekend.
Ya know what else Friday is? Mine and Aaron's big 10-monther.
I guess I definetly didn't think we'd be back together almost a year ago in here.
I know I drive him crazy sometimes though. I guess it's just hard not to get worried over little things he does, which I do a lot...I mean, after last time and all. I guess it's stupid to do that though.
He did get me a promise ring, which I love of course.
I guess that's it though. I think I'm going to get off here and go work on homework. I'm not doing so well right now, and I'd hate to lose my 3.9 just because I'm lazy... just like I lost my 4.0 freshman year because I was lazy second semester.
Plus, I'm going to go curl my hair. I'm going to wear it curly-ish tomorrow, just because I like it.
love,
leslie.
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Well I'm starting to get bored lol, which may make sense since it's like 3:00...
But anyways, I haven't updated in a while....I don't think anyone really uses livejournals anymore...which then again I haven't really checked my friends thingy in forever, so I really wouldn't know...Point is, I'm going to update right now anyways because I'm getting bored, and would like to go to sleep...and being on the computer makes me tired.
Usually talking on the phone makes me tired, but considering it's 4 and I'm still not sleepy, it apparently isn't going to work tonight haha.
So yea, nothing in paticular has been going on lately. Dance team of course...I seriously am quiting next year. I really dont want to do it again. Plus, it'll be my junior year, and I'll be able to drive. Hmm...hang out with my friends at games and stuff, or hang out with Tammy...hmm....
Ahh, it's almost Christmas/my birthday. Only 12 days until Christmas, and 10 days until my birthday.
I was really excited, but lately I don't know if I am or not. It just depends on stuff.
Aaron and me are still together. I think I get to see him tomorrow...maybe go see King Kong or something(tomorrow being Sunday)
So tonight I guess we're all going somewhere for Candace's birthday...but I don't know if we are or not anymore...I hope so so I can actually do something tonight...Then tomorrow night I have that dance team christmas party...too bad we have to spend the night...that should be interesting...bah. All I know is I better get a good gift.
Ya know, I cry a lot lately. It's starting to bug me. If it's not one thing bothering me, it's another...blah, the life of a teenager I suppose.
It would be so great if things could get great in someone's life, and then stay that way.
But yes, I believe I'm going to bed. I'm feeling pretty good suddenly. I have a feeling that a couple things are going to work out, and I hope so so bad. I've been driving myself crazy over it, even though Mom said it's her problem not mine to worry about...like that'll help hah. But yea, I think I'm going to bed now. good night : )
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[16 Nov 2005|06:22pm] |
So I'm home alone, and I'm bored.
Today was so much fun though...since we got to go on that field trip...I was in a bad mood at first this morning, I dont really know why, but soon I got into a much better mood. I don't think I've ever laughed so much as I did today. So first, we went to the movies...saw Zorthora...it was okay, but it was waaaaay too predictable. Like every scene you knew what would happen. Plus, it tended to be a tad corny at times, but ahh. It was still good.
So then we went to Gatti's, we all took a bazillion pictures...and sat in that little laser thing with stairs all crammed in for forever, taking pictures haha. Then, we crammed back on the buses and went back to school....which sucked for me because I still had to go to 7th period, and it's the class I hate the most. But, we didn't do anything in there today but grade that practice act english part we took the other day...so today was a pretty good day.
But anyways, this weekend should also be fun. Lauren, me and everyone else have some plans for the weekend, so yea, excited about that. Too bad tomorrow will suck major ass though... I have practice after school and Hawk Night. I don't even know that stupid competition routine...No one does!...and I definetly can't do a turn in second. Oh well, I don't really care. Not my fault Tammy's such a dumbass.
I think I'm going to go read that book for english though... I need to get my mind off a lot of things that are bugging me.
I don't know what's wrong with me tonight though, or this morning. I just feel kinda, sad maybe? or maybe worried? or maybe I'm just really stressed out right now. I dunno what emotion it is, if that even makes sense...I just need to go do something relaxing.
love,
leslie
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Wow... My dad just called me. I haven't spoken to him in over month, and now he just randomnly calls me.
Now I'll probably be in a horrible mood tomorrow.
I can't stand it how he just calls and acts like nothing has happened. He used to call everynight, and tonight when he called, he acted like we'd talked every night for the past month.
I found it funny too when he ask me about my car I got, and I said, "Yea, Harold got it for me."
I'm sure it hurt him to hear me say that, but he deserves it.
I don't care anymore though... I seriously don't.
anyways though... off that subject. This weekend has been pretty fun. Spent some of it with Aaron, then went to the movies last night with Morgan and Britt. Today Lauren, Morgan, Britt and me went to that thing at the Expo center, then Lauren went with me to the soccer banquet. It was so funny, they gave her a certificate and she isn't even really on the team. They probably thought that she came because she thought she was on the team... so they gave her one. It was hilarious... I just wanted to bring one of my friends with me lol.
I have a feeling this week is going to suck...
but yea I guess that's it...I'm hungry, again... I think I'm going to go get some food.
love,
leslie
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Yea I definetly went crazy tonight.
Actually all day I've been a little crazy, and took it out on the wrong people.
Especially Aaron tonight lol... I'm sorry :)
Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day, or at least warmer.
love,
leslie
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Yea today was pretty shitty.
Not sure why either, but it was. It started out bad...and seemed to just get worse as the day went on. It wasn't even anything big...just all these little things that just kept adding up to make it one shitty day.
Oh yea, and Tammy Ratliff can go fuck herself. I hate that woman, honestly I do. She made me so mad at dance team...and I actually didn't sit there and take it today. I said something back...woo go me. I figure seh already hates me, might as well make her hate me worse.
Then there's my business principles class. Biggest bs class I have ever taken. My teacher is a moron too...She post grades today...I had like 5 zeros which made me have a 79. Funny thing is....She passed back every single zero I had today...and I got full points on everyone of them. Dumbass. Whatever...I don't care anymore. Last time she posted our grades I had to tak like 4 papers up there that she had graded that I had zeros for...and I don't feel like doing it again.
But yea... all these little things happened today but the thing that made me the maddest was definetly dance team. It was like the last 2 minutes of practice our little argument occured...and I held in a lot of stuff I wanted to say to her...which of course then outside I cried haha... I always cry whenever I try to hold stuff in or I get really mad. Plus, it had been a bad day...and I needed a good cry.
ahh...screw Tammy. Who cares what she says to me... because next year... no one will be on the dance but Jessica and possibly Brooke.
Eww rah!
But yea...I got my license plate for my car today. It's so ugly... I've never seen anyone else's look like that. Therefore, since it's so ugly...I'm getting a new one.
Oh yea, I think I only saw/talked to Aaron like once today :(
So I guess that's pretty much it about my "horrible" day...which wasn't even that bad haha. Just a lot of people made me mad and little stuff like that...But I guess I'm going to go read that book now.
love,
leslie
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Well today has been one awesome day.
I got to leave school right after lunch to go to the doctor. I found out I have bronchitis but I'm close to pnemonia. If I get anymore symptoms, like fever, I had to go back. I'm taking this crazy medicine too, Z-pac or something. Works good....but yea who cares about that stuff. Now to the good stuff.
So one, I got to go to Fazoli's today which kicks ass...My favorite restraunt in the world.
Two, I have an amazing boyfriend.
And three, my parents bought me a car today.
Yea so today was pretty great. Too bad now I have to go and do a paper, woo.
love,
leslie
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[23 Oct 2005|10:20pm] |
Man am I happy. I am now officially un-grounded.
I think I was grounded for about 22 hours. I mean, I know my mom always lets me off early...but I was supposed to be grounded for a month. This is craziness. I'm very very happy haha.
Doesnt it just amaze you Lauren how good I am at it?
I know it does me.
but yea Im going to bed here soon.
love,
leslie
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Yea, life sucks as of yesterday.
So I guess I'll fill you all in. See, my sister has always been so cool. She never ever tells on me for anything. She knows so much crap on me but has never said a word about any of it. Well, yseterday while I was Nikki's waiting on Aaron and Jacob, I get a phone call from my mother telling me she knows all about last weekend. Guess who told her? That's right. Jill did. So, my mom came and got me from Nikki's and gave me this big lecture about how I lost all her trust and all this other crap. It's so retarded though...She doesn't even care about anything that happened. All she cares about is that I lied to her? ok whatever.
This seriously sucks. I mean everything was going so great lately. My life was finally getting good again, and now Jill decides to go fuck it up for me. I hate my family...I mean why do they have to be so stupid about things?
I sometimes wonder why Aaron is even with me. You would think he would much rather be with someone who's parents don't care what they do.
I'm sorry you have to put up with my family aaron...
I guess it's just a good thing my mom likes him. I'm allowed to see him and stuff even though I'm grounded, which suprised me.
But yea, I'm grounded for like 2 weeks or something. No phone, and I can only go certain places with certain people for these few weeks that I'm grounded.
I hate being grounded uhh... But yea, whatever I guess.
Ahh, I guess I can tough it out for a few weeks though. I think the family is going to Norton today. They just asked if I'm going with them...Yea ok...how about no. What really pisses me off though is my mom was going to let me off last night and then Harold goes and tells her that she already gave me my punishment and she shouldn't change it. Ya know what? Fuck you Harold. You're not even my real dad so it's none of your business.
I probably wouldn't be in any trouble because my mom doens't even care ...if it wasn't for Harold.
I wish my dad would just hurry up and build a house so I can move in with him.
But yea I think I'm going to go eat or something.
love,
leslie
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What am I doing...?
What in the world was I thinking?
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So...I guess I'm going to Pikeville's homecoming now. Just with one of my really good friends though.
Lauren and Billy... you guys so owe me haha.
I'm worried about telling Payton... I know I won't tell him for like a week becuase I'll keep on chickening out.
I hope he doesn't get mad... I'm sure he won't though.
But yea...Soccer game tonight...Refs were horrible. The boys so should have won. I did pretty good second half though...If only I could play like that all of the time. Oh well...maybe I can tomorrow...I guess we'll see...but for now I'm going to bed.... night : )
love, leslie
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Ahhh.
Payton is really really mad at me. (He has good reason I guess)
And I'm really mad/disapointed at Lauren.
But yea...Today was not a good day.
I don't think Payton has ever actually been mad at me... :(
surely he can't be mad at me for too long...at least I don't think so?...He won't even talk to me right now though.
He should at least give me time to explain. It's not even that big of a deal!
Ahhh. Again.
love,
lesiie
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I am so tempted to cut my hair tomorrow. It is so long compared to usual... actualy it has been like an inch longer before...but right now it's at the point where I usually cut off like 2 inches....and then make a vow to let it grow out ...which never happens. This time though I really am going to let it grow out. I'm getting hair done tomororw so I won't have big black roots like I do right now. I want to cut it so bad...but I'm not going to. I'll probably look retarded with long hair anyways...considering I've never ever had it. I'm only letting it grow until like..I dunno how to explain it haha. But it won't be very long at all. At the end of the school year I'm cutting a lot off though. Right now it needs to be long anyways so I can get it in the kickass buns (bah) we have to do for dance team. Too bad Tammy is going to freak on me this week because I'll have to miss every practice for a soccer game. Breaks my little heart. Oh well. She's a bitch anyways.
So last night I went to the movies with Morgan, Payton, Brittany, and Jonathan. We saw Corpse Bride. It was awesome! I loved it. Too bad we all kept getting yelled at by this foreign guy in front of us. I can't help it though, I have to talk in the movies.... I hate just stting there not talking for like 2 hours.
Today we went to Harlan.... I didn't get to go to the car wash fundrasier...which sort of sucks... I always wanted to do one of those. : (
Homecoming's this weekend, yes I'm excited. For the first time I don't have to worry about buying shoes with too big of heels so I wont be taller than my date....woo... I have no idea what I'm going to wear yet for tacky Tuesday though...I need to be figuring that out....and Western Wednesday...omgah that pisses me off... All the guys at the pep club meeting wanted to do it....it's retarded. Who has western clothes? Not me... Can't say I've bought too many cowboy hats. I guess I'll just wear a button up thing or something.
So yea...I guess that's it. Soccer game tomorrow...everyone should come to it ...(cough lauren cough billy cough)
love, leslie
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Not that I care what Eric Poulos thinks... but let's take a poll.
What's your opinion on girls dating a guy younger than her? ..Not like 3 years...but just a grade below.
leave me a comment with your opinions.
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